Monday, 12 October 2009
Unsettled :|
So, have i mentioned before that a relationship is just like a country's independence?
I even feel like I do not know him.
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So, have i mentioned before that a relationship is just like a country's independence?
Well, that's what i think about them ☻
I said so because both are hard to reach, but even harder to maintain==;
And well. .
That's what I'm experiencing right now;p
What I'm experiencing in the last few months actually(:
I has been quite a long period of relationship. at least for me. To public, maybe it's only almost 14 months. However, for me, it's almost or even more than 2 years. . .
ever get bored?
maybe. well, i think the word 'saturated' describes how i felt better. (ATTENTION: it's an 'ever')
In the past, several times crossed my mind to end this relationship. I kept asking God for an answer whether I should, or I should not. However, it's very difficult to decide. Deep in my heart, I wanted to maintain this relationship. One year is not a short time in living a special relationship. However, often times many things make me upset and could not bear to go through this relationship.
A while ago, when I was in a car with my parents, I heard a song. An unpopular song that I never heard before. From its melody, I guess it's an old song. If it wasn't for its lyrics, I'm not sure that I'll even pay attention on that song.
A song from Gabrille, Sometimes☻
Sometimes
Gabrielle
We've come too far we can't turn back
Have our good days, have our bad
When I'm feeling blue
You say that I'm hurting you
We try so hard not to fight
But sometimes we cross the line
And I wanna leave
But you
Won't let me
We have our highs and lows
Just like everybody else
Doesn't mean that we walk away
We work through our mistakes
Chorus:
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I don't
But I never ever
Never want to let you go
The road's not easy
But the feeling's strong
It's the little things that keep me holding on
We're both guilty of mistakes
Though you rarely take the blame
Are you coming through
Sometimes
I hate you
But it's not mistakes in life you make
It's the good you do along the way
The dues you pay
We have our highs and lows
Something everybody knows
Doesn't mean that we run away
We work through our mistakes
Chorus
Ohhh
Of all the crazy things in life there's pain
It's you and me
We've come so far sometimes I can't believe
That I wouldn't change a thing
Chorus x 3
Have our good days, have our bad
When I'm feeling blue
You say that I'm hurting you
We try so hard not to fight
But sometimes we cross the line
And I wanna leave
But you
Won't let me
We have our highs and lows
Just like everybody else
Doesn't mean that we walk away
We work through our mistakes
Chorus:
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I don't
But I never ever
Never want to let you go
The road's not easy
But the feeling's strong
It's the little things that keep me holding on
We're both guilty of mistakes
Though you rarely take the blame
Are you coming through
Sometimes
I hate you
But it's not mistakes in life you make
It's the good you do along the way
The dues you pay
We have our highs and lows
Something everybody knows
Doesn't mean that we run away
We work through our mistakes
Chorus
Ohhh
Of all the crazy things in life there's pain
It's you and me
We've come so far sometimes I can't believe
That I wouldn't change a thing
Chorus x 3
A sweet song, right(:
And that's my answer.
"Sometimes I love you
Sometimes I don't
But I never ever
Never want to let you go
The road's not easy
But the feeling's strong
It's the little things that keep me holding on"
Sometimes I don't
But I never ever
Never want to let you go
The road's not easy
But the feeling's strong
It's the little things that keep me holding on"
(:
I'll hold on(:
I'll do my best to.
Well, worse, now he avoids me, away from me. Maybe it was because of my own self. I do not know. I just do not know. And he will not tell me.
Well, he told me that it was only my feeling. Yet, somehow, I felt that something changed in him, something changed in our relationship.I even feel like I do not know him.
):
I just do not understand|:
HEY!
Tomorrow I'll go to Muara Angke: D
I hope I can post something about it;)
I ♥ YOU,
Jessy , 20:17.
Jessy , 20:17.
