Tuesday, 19 January 2010
yesterday i had a weird dream. about having a baby. my baby was so cute. however, i didn't experienced being fat for pregnant and hurt for giving birth(:
"mba" i guess. and the father, i guess is.. crazy it is. no fence.
is it because what i have done to my sims? i guess i won't do such thing again. no without marriage.
yet, somehow, that's just sweet.
i know it won't be that sweet. won't be that smooth.
but having a child is an indescribable joy for every parent, right?
guess i'm starting to understand a little(:
i have never met you, i have never hear you, i have never smell you, i have never taste you..
but i love you, my future child(:
i know, this drives me crazy;)
by the way, lately, i am very interested in a lot of things
not literally interested..
..actually.
i want to be real good at piano, guitar, violin, saxophone, ballet, gymnastic, and such
i know it will be damn hard. and to remember my age by now, it's impossible.
muri da.
and also, i am in the middle of making myself busy for a lot of things.
i intend to focus myself on some other things..
i said that i got over it. but not completely i guess.
he made a very big mark in me. two and a half years of wandering, not a short time to call.
i really do need things to kick him out of my mind.
i don't mean i will erase him completely. i wish that he can be a sweet and irreplaceable precious memory. not more, nor less.
however, he still is more.
i know because i still have this guilty and bad feeling every time i see him..
all this time i have forgot that he is too far for 'reachable'
) :
well, this isn't a time for gloom. face it, sweet heart.
this valentine is just not my year♠
.cheers.
"mba" i guess. and the father, i guess is.. crazy it is. no fence.
is it because what i have done to my sims? i guess i won't do such thing again. no without marriage.
yet, somehow, that's just sweet.
i know it won't be that sweet. won't be that smooth.
but having a child is an indescribable joy for every parent, right?
guess i'm starting to understand a little(:
i have never met you, i have never hear you, i have never smell you, i have never taste you..
but i love you, my future child(:
i know, this drives me crazy;)
by the way, lately, i am very interested in a lot of things
not literally interested..
..actually.
i want to be real good at piano, guitar, violin, saxophone, ballet, gymnastic, and such
i know it will be damn hard. and to remember my age by now, it's impossible.
muri da.
and also, i am in the middle of making myself busy for a lot of things.
i intend to focus myself on some other things..
i said that i got over it. but not completely i guess.
he made a very big mark in me. two and a half years of wandering, not a short time to call.
i really do need things to kick him out of my mind.
i don't mean i will erase him completely. i wish that he can be a sweet and irreplaceable precious memory. not more, nor less.
however, he still is more.
i know because i still have this guilty and bad feeling every time i see him..
all this time i have forgot that he is too far for 'reachable'
) :
well, this isn't a time for gloom. face it, sweet heart.
this valentine is just not my year♠
.cheers.
I ♥ YOU,
Jessy , 21:30.
Jessy , 21:30.
